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II. THE NEW MASTER AND MISTRESS. DR. FLINT, a
physician in the neighborhood, had married the sister of my mistress, and I was
now the property of their little daughter. It was not without murmuring that I
prepared for my new home; and what added to my unhappiness, was the fact that
my brother William was purchased by the same family. My father, by his nature,
as well as by the habit of transacting business as a skilful mechanic, had more
of the feelings of a freeman than is common among slaves. My brother was a
spirited boy; and being brought up under such influences, he early detested the
name of master and mistress. One day, when his father and his mistress both
happened to call him at the same time, he hesitated between the two; being
perplexed to know which had the strongest claim upon his obedience. He finally
concluded to go to his mistress. When my father reproved him for it, he said,
"You both called me, and I didn't know which I ought to go to first." "You are my
child," replied our father, "and when I call you, you should come
immediately, if you have to pass through fire and water." Poor Willie! He
was now to learn his first lesson of obedience to a master. Grandmother tried
to cheer us with hopeful words, and they found an echo in the credulous hearts
of youth. When we entered
our new home we encountered cold looks, cold words, and cold treatment. We were
glad when the night came. On my narrow bed I moaned and wept, I felt so
desolate and alone. I had been there
nearly a year, when a dear little friend of mine was buried. I heard her mother
sob, as the clods fell on the coffin of her only child, and I turned away from
the grave, feeling thankful that I still had something left to love. I met my grandmother,
who said, "Come with me, Linda;" and from her tone I knew that
something sad had happened. She led me apart from the people, and then said,
"My child, your father is dead." Dead! How could I believe it? He had
died so suddenly I had not even heard that he was sick. I went home with my
grandmother. My heart rebelled against God, who had taken from me mother,
father, mistress, and friend. The good grandmother tried to comfort me.
"Who knows the ways of God?" said she. "Perhaps they have been
kindly taken from the evil days to come." Years afterwards I often thought
of this. She promised to be a mother to her grandchildren, so far as she might
be permitted to do so; and strengthened by her love, I returned to my master's.
I thought I should be allowed to go to my father's house the next morning; but
I was ordered to go for flowers, that my mistress's house might be decorated
for an evening party. I spent the day gathering flowers and weaving them into
festoons, while the dead body of my father was lying within a mile of me. What
cared my owners for that? he was merely a piece of property. Moreover, they
thought he had spoiled his children, by teaching them to feel that they were
human beings. This was blasphemous doctrine for a slave to teach; presumptuous
in him, and dangerous to the masters. The next day I
followed his remains to a humble grave beside that of my dear mother. There
were those who knew my father's worth, and respected his memory. My home now
seemed more dreary than ever. The laugh of the little slave-children sounded
harsh and cruel. It was selfish to feel so about the joy of others. My brother
moved about with a very grave face. I tried to comfort him, by saying,
"Take courage, Willie; brighter days will come by and by." "You don't
know any thing about it, Linda," he replied. "We shall have to stay
here all our days; we shall never be free." I argued that we
were growing older and stronger, and that perhaps we might, before long, be
allowed to hire our own time, and then we could earn money to buy our freedom.
William declared this was much easier to say than to do; moreover, he did not
intend to buy his freedom. We held daily controversies upon this
subject. Little attention
was paid to the slaves' meals in Dr. Flint's house. If they could catch a bit
of food while it was going, well and good. I gave myself no trouble on that
score, for on my various errands I passed my grandmother's house, where there
was always something to spare for me. I was frequently threatened with
punishment if I stopped there; and my grandmother, to avoid detaining me, often
stood at the gate with something for my breakfast or dinner. I was indebted to her
for all my comforts, spiritual or temporal. It was her labor that
supplied my scanty wardrobe. I have a vivid recollection of the linsey-woolsey
dress given me every winter by Mrs. Flint. How I hated it! It was one of the
badges of slavery. While my
grandmother was thus helping to support me from her hard earnings, the three
hundred dollars she had lent her mistress were never repaid. When her mistress
died, her son-in-law, Dr. Flint, was appointed executor. When grandmother
applied to him for payment, he said the estate was insolvent, and the law
prohibited payment. It did not, however, prohibit him from retaining the silver
candelabra, which had been purchased with that money. I presume they will be
handed down in the family, from generation to generation. My grandmother's
mistress had always promised her that, at her death, she should be free; and it
was said that in her will she made good the promise. But when the estate was
settled, Dr. Flint told the faithful old servant that, under existing
circumstances, it was necessary she should be sold. On the appointed
day, the customary advertisement was posted up, proclaiming that there would be
"a public sale of negroes, horses, &c." Dr. Flint called to tell
my grandmother that he was unwilling to wound her feelings by putting her up at
auction, and that he would prefer to dispose of her at private sale. My
grandmother saw through his hypocrisy; she understood very well that he was
ashamed of the job. She was a very spirited woman, and if he was base enough to
sell her, when her mistress intended she should be free, she was determined the
public should know it. She had
for a long time supplied many families with crackers and preserves;
consequently, "Aunt Marthy," as she was called, was generally known,
and every body who knew her respected her intelligence and good character. Her
long and faithful service in the family was also well known, and the intention
of her mistress to leave her free. When the day of sale came, she took her
place among the chattels, and at the first call she sprang upon the
auction-block. Many voices called out, "Shame! Shame! Who is going to sell
you, aunt Marthy? Don't stand there! That is no place for you."
Without saying a word, she quietly awaited her fate. No one bid for her. At
last, a feeble voice said, "Fifty dollars." It came from a maiden
lady, seventy years old, the sister of my grandmother's deceased mistress. She
had lived forty years under the same roof with my grandmother; she knew how
faithfully she had served her owners, and how cruelly she had been defrauded of
her rights; and she resolved to protect her. The auctioneer waited for a higher
bid; but her wishes were respected; no one bid above her. She could neither
read nor write; and when the bill of sale was made out, she signed it with a
cross. But what consequence was that, when she had a big heart overflowing with
human kindness? She gave the old servant her freedom. At that time, my
grandmother was just fifty years old. Laborious years had passed since then;
and now my brother and I were slaves to the man who had defrauded her of her
money, and tried to defraud her of her freedom. One of my mother's sisters,
called Aunt Nancy, was also a slave in his family. She was a kind, good aunt to
me; and supplied the place of both housekeeper and waiting maid to her
mistress. She was, in fact, at the beginning and end of every thing. Mrs. Flint, like
many southern women, was totally deficient in energy. She had not strength to
superintend her household affairs; but her nerves were so strong, that she
could sit in her easy chair and see a woman whipped, till the blood trickled
from every stroke of the lash. She was a member of the church; but partaking of
the Lord's supper did not seem to put her in a Christian frame of mind. If
dinner was not served at the exact time on that particular Sunday, she would
station herself in the kitchen, and wait till it was dished, and then spit in
all the kettles and pans that had been used for cooking. She did this to
prevent the cook and her children from eking out their meagre fare with the
remains of the gravy and other scrapings. The slaves could get nothing to eat
except what she chose to give them. Provisions were weighed out by the pound
and ounce, three times a day. I can assure you she gave them no chance to eat
wheat bread from her flour barrel. She knew how many biscuits a quart of flour
would make, and exactly what size they ought to be. Dr. Flint was an
epicure. The cook never sent a dinner to his table without fear and trembling;
for if there happened to be a dish not to his liking, he would either order her
to be whipped, or compel her to eat every mouthful of it in his presence. The poor,
hungry creature might not have objected to eating it; but she did object to
having her master cram it down her throat till she choked. They had a pet
dog, that was a nuisance in the house. The cook was ordered to make some Indian
mush for him. He refused to eat, and when his head was held over it, the froth
flowed from his mouth into the basin. He died a few minutes after. When Dr.
Flint came in, he said the mush had not been well cooked, and that was the
reason the animal would not eat it. He sent for the cook, and compelled her to
eat it. He thought that the woman's stomach was stronger than the dog's; but
her sufferings afterwards proved that he was mistaken. This poor woman endured
many cruelties from her master and mistress; sometimes she was locked up, away
from her nursing baby, for a whole day and night. When I had been
in the family a few weeks, one of the plantation slaves was brought to town, by
order of his master. It was near night when he arrived, and Dr. Flint ordered
him to be taken to the work house, and tied up to the joist, so that his feet
would just escape the ground. In that situation he was to wait till the doctor
had taken his tea. I shall never forget that night. Never before, in my life,
had I heard hundreds of blows fall, in succession, on a human being. His
piteous groans, and his "O, pray don't, massa," rang in my ear for
months afterwards. There were many conjectures as to the cause of this terrible
punishment. Some said master accused him of stealing corn; others said the
slave had quarrelled with his wife, in presence of the overseer, and had
accused his master of being the father of her child. They were both black, and
the child was very fair. I went into the
work house next morning, and saw the cowhide still wet with blood, and the
boards all covered with gore. The poor man lived, and continued to quarrel with
his wife. A few months afterwards Dr. Flint handed them both over to a
slave-trader. The guilty man put their value into his pocket, and had the
satisfaction of knowing that they were out of sight and hearing. When the
mother was delivered into the trader's hands, she said, "You promised to
treat me well." To which he replied, "You have let your tongue run
too far; damn you!" She had forgotten that it was a crime for a slave to
tell who was the father of her child. From others than
the master persecution also comes in such cases. I once saw a young slave girl
dying soon after the birth of a child nearly white. In her agony she cried out,
"O Lord, come and take me!" Her mistress stood by, and mocked at her
like an incarnate fiend. "You suffer, do you?" she exclaimed. "I
am glad of it. You deserve it all, and more too." The girl's
mother said, "The baby is dead, thank God; and I hope my poor child will
soon be in heaven, too." "Heaven!"
retorted the mistress. "There is no such place for the like of her and her
bastard." The poor mother
turned away, sobbing. Her dying daughter called her, feebly, and as she bent
over her, I heard her say, "Don't grieve so, mother; God knows all about
it; and HE will have mercy upon me." Her sufferings,
afterwards, became so intense, that her mistress felt unable to stay; but when
she left the room, the scornful smile was still on her lips. Seven children
called her mother. The poor black woman had but the one child, whose eyes she
saw closing in death, while she thanked God for taking her away from the
greater bitterness of life. |